with a cheerful heart

i think finding that person to love you back the way you love her is which i would like to say easy but in the actual fact it just isn't. everyone has a personal ideal of a perfect soul mate and i know because as you all know i do too have one. i guess, knowing when that person is right for you is the major problem. because we all have been brought up in a generation that showers us continuously with the basic idea of having a romantic love life. through music, movies, books, poems, short stories and perhaps quotes. I personally have been following the TV drama series that just recently ended entitled Chuck, and this TV drama series has shown me a fresh and beautiful love story. not only the good looking guys can get the girl but a geek or a nerd can certainly find the girl of his dreams as well. as Chuck and Sarah fell in love and their adventure goes on throughout the whole 5 seasons, it's just amazing to watch. relationships isn't always being in a romantic state. sure those are required but the main strong key is not giving up and pushing through, through the tough and the bad times. a persons relationship cannot just automatically be wonderful but it requires serious work and serious love. one person in that relationship has to give it all it takes and show the other person what love is, what are the things that people do when they're in love, what does it mean to not give up, and what does it really mean to take a bullet for that very person you o so love with all your heart. taking the risk of giving your heart to that person trusting them to not break it.
after all is said and done, it sounds easy but its ridiculously hard to do.
to all those happy couples out there, cherish what you have together and make it work.
and to those who are either happily single or distressing single, stay strong and wait patiently for your "Sarah Walker"(personal ideal dream girl) to come into your life!

cheerios

one plus one

one plus one is always equals to two. no matter how hard you try to change that fact, it cannot be changed because it's made to be like that. same goes to your set of house keys, your front door key can never open your back door. because it doesn't fit in it. sometimes in life, we can never force love. because of your key doesn't fit, her heart can never be unlocked. have you guys ever felt the feeling where a certain person walks by and your heart just goes boom boom pow? or maybe boom cha boom boom cha? I personally like, in fact love to have this feeling. it gives me the thrill and excitement! it feels good! time is always running, so dont go wasting the precious moments you have with your special loved ones. keep them close at heart!

cheerios!

Oh Sarah Walker

Sarah oh Sarah,
where could you have gone?
Walker oh Walker,
where could you have gone?
well, i hope i've found you because i dont think anymore spies will come by me again.
because i dont really know how it's gonna be like when it's gone,
i dont wanna feel like i'm low.
every time when you're near,
everything seem so clear,
the smiles are cheer,
and the doubts are clear.
so please please will you stay and never leave,
i'll never let you go because my heart is separable.

there's gonna be times in life thats tough, dont let it slow you down.
cheerios!

party rock anthem

partying. what do you think of when someone says: "hey, let's party tonight!" i'm guessing you'll think either going clubbing or just clubbing but just maybe a normal party. well, let me tell you what party really is. party is rock. it starts when everyone in the house shouts:"shake that" followed by "everyday i'm shuffling!" having a good time is important. it aint a party when you aint no having a good time. getting up and getting and putting your hands up to the sky; party rock is than in the house. i like having a good time! i'm sure everyone does. but always bear in mind on your boundaries. never go over the limit. well, that's all that i wanted to say tonight.

btw, i had my first starbuck's signature hot chocolate on thursday (12/5/2011). it was fantastic and amazing! with whip cream on it. just melts my taste buds!

cheerios!

start of something new

a new journey has begun. going all the way, without regrets and really trying my very best to maximise my potential. not easy but it's not too hard as well. exams, studies, assignments, peer pressure. it's normal to a certain age. honestly, kerja kursus pendidikan moral is a waste of time and effort. not saying it didn't benefit us moral students but it's really not necessary. but i did it in the end. so it doesn't matter. well, a start of something new. it really is a new start. new things, people, feelings and so much more. what i've learnt? be strong. even when everyone fails you, there's always one person that never fails you. so i'm glad that He was there for me when i needed someone the most. what i like to do is chill, but chilling too much isn't good for us. plus, my teacher once said:"never let emotions control you, once it does; you'll "die"." i feel that it's true and emotions/feelings are able to be controlled. it's in you mind, think that you can stop; you'll stop. think that you can do it; you can do it. always remember that there's a limit to everything. having said all that, i just thought of something that i do which i see people do as well. that's covering up their sad emotions with a happy face. i understand why people do that because i do that as well, but sometimes we need to just show it and get it out of us. stay strong, never say never.

cheerios!

what ever happened?

Where are those happy days? They seem so hard to find. I try to reach for you, But you have closed your mind,Whatever happened to our love? I wish I understood, It used to be so nice,It used to be so good. This is an SOS, i dont want a second guess this is the bottom line it's true. So when you're near me, cant you hear me? SOS! sometimes, i just don't know what to say, my ability to speak love language starts suddenly(which means speechless). when i see your face, english/bahasa/mandarin i do not know. i literally run out of words to say. i've always closed my eyes and pray, never saying never, trying to be a better man, to make things right, because you're just so damn beautiful, and you were born this way. whenever you smile, i smile except for the times i get jealous. okays, i getting off topic. what ever you read above were all lyrics :) but they sound real/nice huh? thanks thanks! (smileys) well, this have been quite an interesting, amazing, wonderful, delighted half week. i've lived without a phone for almost... a week! wow! that's something! 7-days without a cell phone which i carry around the previous days of my life were somehow nicer, less pressure, less "responsibility". but it feels like i lose something really important i i kinda/sorta felt empty. i've never feel such a way before, perhaps its not the phone but it's about the "spark" that lit up my heart and burning for your love! WOW! that's sounded nice, just made that up! good pick up line guys, go tweet it on twitter, status it on facebook! i would be really honored! there's still 3 more days left for this week, i wanna make it meaningful and just not waste the days of happiness! cheer up, stay happy!

cheerios! (Y)

this is not how it's suppose to be

i'm sorry. just by starting with an apology would at least calm you down. i really am sorry on what i've did/done. mistakes i've made, decisions that i've made which are really dumb and naive. i really wish that things would be better between us. i really hope that one day, things that are not possible will be possible. well, if you're asking how have i been? emotions up and down, happiness up and down. well during football MSSD, i scored my ever first goal in MSSD and i was really glad/delighted! after all those joy, i found out that my phone was missing. currently i'm "phone-less". i really do pray for an iphone4 though! (big smiley). well through all this ups and downs, i actually learned a very valuable lesson. even when i always say it but i never really live up to it. the lesson that i re-learned was Never Say Never. besides that, i learn too that friends who are really there for you when you're at your most down times are your really true friends who you can trust with all your heart and never having to worry bout anything. i would like to take this chance to thank my wonderful, magnificent buddy; Amsyar Hilman. you're really a bro to me. thanks man! after all that have been said and done, the feeling that i'm feeling(the emptiness, hole burning through my heart) was not it was suppose to be. i'm sorry for hurting you, making you have second thoughts bout me. well, i hope we could start fresh!
Cheerios!

things yet to be told

things that have never been spoken of, things that have never been thought of, or even things that have never been cared of. this is my question, where does friendship stands in you life? personally, finding a friend is really a struggle to me for the past month. truth and lies are hard to accept when an individual is being in the 'season' / 'time'.
"to be or not to be; perhaps it's meant to be." - sean lee jia ern
i've never knew what came between us, i thought that there was nothing that could come between us or above. i thought what we had was a strong bond. turns out, i was wrong. i really hope that things could be jolly well again between us.
this is a story of a man that lives amongst his enemies:
once in cold morning, James woke up without being able to feel his stiffed feet. he figured that, it was a sign of bad luck. he then was very very careful and particular about what goes pass him or ahead. to cut the long story short, he ended up finding out the real 'faces' of his clique. finally after years of knowing them and thinking they were the the kind of friends you could keep, the beast was let loose of it's cage. emotions and expressions that were shown on their faces were as terrifying as the face of the phantom. James than was left alone, cold, shivering, wandering around looking for a place to go to. it was just a joy for his "friends" to outcast him and it was a devastating moment for James.
this story doesn't have a horrible or tragic ending.
with his undying spirit of always never saying never. He pushed on and finally pulled through. He now has found friends that he could keep, friends that would never sell him out for a dime, never sell him out for riches of the world.
things could be difficult, problems will come, obstacles you must face, troubles will find you, the devil will attack. so bulk up! be strong! believe that God will be there and give a helping hand. always remember the famous quotation known in S.S.S from me; keep moving forward and Never say Never!

have a fabulous week and weekend ahead. blessings from me.

the detailed dream

It's been a long time since i've been writing here.

I just felt like telling this to all you beautiful/handsome readers out there. I've got this DREAM on the 20/3/2011 when i was sleeping. This was the first dream that i could remember every single detail, how i flicked my hair after taking off my helmet, how i walked through those doors, how you stand, where you stand, when you said "i need to call my mom"! EVERYTHING! it's so weird and i've never felt so bizarre but yet awesome, wonderful and fantastic feeling!
have you guys ever experience this kinda dream, where you can literally remember every single thing that happened in the dream. and after that! you'll just wish that it comes through!

well, i better come to a stop before i continue writing and bore you guys from my long paragraphs!

i think!

i think.

that....

Seanny Boy

The Headliner

The Icon

The Showstopper

The Main Event

Bottom line: With or without the gruff, I'm still the sexiest man alive!

I wouldn't be the The Seanny Boy if I didn't bend the rules just a little bit.

When you look like this you have Photo Shoots all the time.

Who do you think will win for a photoshot if you were to compete with them? Lawrence? Megat? Adrian Yap?

Answer: None of the three match up with me. Way out of their league.

party le...

LOL... so far, not bad. haha!

WoW !!!

I just came across this video in facebook,

it really made sense.

at the end of the video,

it is true of saying is it funny when a christian can be so fired and stirred up for Christ and be an invisible christian for the rest of the week???

that really struck me.

i encourage everyone who watches this video,

Jesus is real, he is the only way for us to get into Heaven.

so what's stopping you from believing Him and asking Him to be your Lord and Saviour? the question for everyone is what's stopping you?

what are you waiting for?

what is happening in your life?

what is your purpose in life?

where are you going to spend your eternity at?

think about it.

writting for the sake of writing

*jag*, *jag* *jag* *jag*

*jag*, *jag* *jag* *jag*

*jag* *jag* *jag*, *jag* *jag* *jag* *jagiououo*

haha, hmmm,

errr,

ummm,

hmmmhmm,

errr,

wait,

ermm

but,

with?

uhmm,

true true,

WHAT??!!!

nothing nothing.

omgosh, wad am i doing....

bored as a puppy sniffing his own BUTT =X

Ewww !

what am i doing?

oh, nothing much. just.... typing for the sake of typing.

im here to tell you guys someting,

if someone tells you that you are " No good"

YOU ARE NO GOOD!

but always trust in yourself, say to yourself " I'm GOOD !, Super good, always and forever good"

than u will feel good, when u feel good,

you are good,

when you are good,

u know that you're good,

when you know that you're good,

you start to think that you're good,

when you start to think that you're good,

than you'll find out that you're good,

when you find out that you're good,

someone will tell you that you're good.

so dont worry.

YOU'RE GOOD !!!

stay cool like Rhys and Sean =P

Wassup !!!

Hmmm.... My Name is Sean... =)

nice to meet whoever enters my blog...

i am

good

caring

loving

faithful

awesome

cool

pro,

active,

aggressive,

assertive,

cautious,

charming

cheeky

clever

conscientious

creative

enthusiastic

excitable

extroverted

curious

considerate

full of himself

funny

good-natured

happy-go-lucky

impulsive

inventive

jokey

jolly

kind

loyal

manic

opinionated

passive

perfectionnist

persuasive

playful

pleasant

polite

pragmatic

sincere

sly

thoughtful

trustworthy

witty = being able to make other people laugh by what you say: "He's witty and charming – the perfect person to invite to a party."

Dont you guys think so ??? hmmm.... tell me than which of the attitude above that i'm it or im not. hehe =)

She Belongs To Me !!!

Go away Zac !!!

Muahahaha....

Total Rejection !

One Sentence could bring you down !

" You Are Not My Type! "

That's all it takes to break someone's heart !

Or

"Perhaps You're Too Young For Me"

Or

too old for me la...

That's all it take,

can you see how powerful is this few sentences !

beacause of that 70% of relationships start in high school 

will end and cause sadness and pain, feeling of regret.

But, we all, including my self,

have to stay strong to not fall down and be struck down

by these such un-nice, un-good lines...

Protect ourselfs and have abstinents!

Stay healthy and safe,

 say No to unrealevant things